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Here's the birthchart
I'm relatively inexperienced with reading birth charts so things could be missing or not specific enough but I tried
Sorry it's so much info! Take your time to read through it! Some things could be off or too general because I don't know Hans' time of birth, but I tried to make sense of everything nonetheless.
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Date: 7 August 1975
Time: Unknown
Place: Stornoway, Isle of Lewis, Scotland, UK
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Sun in LeoThe combination of the sun, Leo and the fifth house shows a strong creativity. You take yourself seriously and want to change the world or make a statement in some way. You have big dreams and plans, but everything you do is driven by affection. Also by a joie de vivre – you enjoy the good things in life. You work with determination and intensity. You are loyal and sometimes maybe a bit traditional. You tend to hold on to things you consider comfortable; your sign is a fixed one, meaning you find a certain comfort in resisting change. Though sometimes Leos are known for seeming conceited – they however are not necessarily, rather they are just really self aware.
Moon in LeoHaving the Sun and Moon both in Leo is very interesting, as the Sun Leo is usually perceived to love the spotlight, while the Moon Leo is actually not necessarily outgoing. When they are comfortable they do like being the centre of attention, but that is rather around their family and circle of friends. In fact Moon Leos tend to need an organized, somewhat controlled circle of people around them. They are very attached to the people they trust, rather than spending energy trying to get anyone’s attention. You have great creativity or need to entertain inside of you and when you feel slighted you can be rather dramatic in your emotional display. You have your pride, as you should – you are a likable person, treating people always equally fair and with a strong sense of social integrity. People want to be around you, you make them feel valuable and worthy.
Mercury in LeoYou take pride in your opinion and beliefs and are not shy about expressing them. Some people may think that you think you have it all figured out – and you do. Your strength in this is that you bring your opinion with warmth and good will, being rather idealistic. This works in your advantage. Make sure however that you don’t overdo this. People appreciate hearing what you think because you are genuine and dignified, but don’t forget that just because they are different or shyer in their expression it doesn’t mean they need their minds made up for them. You are sensitive, have flair and drama and this helps your case, but don’t take disagreements too personally. Try to keep yourself from sounding or thinking in an arrogant manner – sometimes take it down a knotch.
Venus in VirgoThis means you are rather shy when it comes to love! You are not a big flirt, but you are a dedicated lover. Rather than giving showy gifts and making big promises, it’s the little things through which you show love. You are devoted and pay attention to details in your partner. You are sensitive, sometimes insecure, in love. This reserved, loner-like quality is part of your appeal. You like playing it safe, you need to know for sure that someone likes you before you even think of making a move. Even then the way you show it can be less than obvious – teasing, nagging and even criticizing. But you are a great listener, and you like people with a bit of mystery to them – they can be bold, but they certainly can’t be show-offs. All you ask of your partner is to notice and appreciate how you love them full of devotion through little things, and you need your partner to be sincere.
Mars in TaurusMars and Taurus are an interesting match – Mars is the male planet, usually a strong or masculine one. Taurus is a female sign, a calm one but also it is still the bull; and the bull isn’t easy to anger but when he is, he really is angry. You are goal oriented, but you believe slow and steady wins the race. You are sensual, though you aren’t the easiest to arouse. You value long term goals and stability – you are patient and not afraid to work for what you want. You may not be the one at the head of the race waving his arms, but if you really want it you always win. This also means you can be rather fixated on that long term goal, resisting change. You are reliable and have a strong personality.
Jupiter in AriesDispite the fact that the past few signs make you seem like a somewhat shy and introvert, mellow person, this is not necessarily what defines you. Jupiter in Aries shows that you have high self-esteme, confidence and even leadership qualities. This may have to do with how you resist change; you find confidence and comfort in the safe and what you consider home or traditional, and you are not afraid to think that you are right for thinking these things as ideal or the way they should be. This is where your directness and even freedom and independence are rooted; you find confidence in your secure foundations, leading you to what you feel are the right conclusions and to freedom and openness. You know your world and confidently base your inner strength on it.
Saturn in CancerYou may have been hypersensitive early on in your life, but you’ve had to either overcome it or find a way to live ‘in spite of it’. You seek emotional security and self-acceptance, but you will need to learn to be emotionally independent and not let others build you up or tear you down.
Uranus in LibraUranus in Libra brings you the gift to be sensitive to others. You love caring for others and have an infinate ability to respond to their needs. You have an artistic or literary ability of an unusual and original nature – this makes you attractive to others. You also have a very vivid imagination. However these beautiful qualities can also get you into trouble. When these qualities go too far and become too dominant you can become too eccentric and socialistic for your own good.
Neptune in SagittariusYou seek or have sought fulfilment in philosophies or religion, but expected an emotional fulfilment from them that was simply unrealistic. Your lesson is to learn to find this fulfilment in life itself and the lessons you learn along the way, rather than entirely letting your happiness depend on a beaten path.
Pluto in LibraThe Pluto in Libra generation is idealistic, with a need for harmony in the world and the ideal to transform the world into a more beautiful place. Equality, love and pacifism are high on your list.
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Ascendant in GeminiYou are witty and clever, your observations are sharp. You need your freedom, even in relationships – maybe especially because you are so attached to your idea of life and the world, and you don’t need anyone changing it. You present yourself with your defenses somewhat up. Somewhere in your younger years you were lonely – this does not automatically mean you were abandoned and it doesn’t have to say anything about how your parents were to you. It could mean you felt like the black sheep, or you were bullied in school.
Dispite this shyness, though, your wit and intelligence shine through the way you present yourself – you simply can’t hide it, no matter how serious a face you pull sometimes. You are simply a great story teller, and you could make a great entertainer, actor or anything really that involves presenting ideas.
MidHeaven in CapricornYour midheaven indicates your goal, your ascendant how you intend to achieve it. Whatever your goal is, it isn’t in service of a bigger system or company – Capricorns in Midheaven are typically self-employed or at least aspire or function better with a certain amount of independence and freedom. You are ambitious and you are not someone to settle for the position of employee number two hundred unless you have no other option.
Your ascendant being in Gemini shows that you achieve this goal with your subtle but very influential charisma. Even when you don’t intend to, you can sell anything, and so your goal isn’t all that unrealistic. There is a big chance that people with this Ascendant/Midheaven combination actually achieve the career they aspire.
North Node in Scorpio in the Sixth HouseThe North Node presents a lesson, a challenge in your life. Reaching the point your North Node indicates will come with great rewards.
Lessons you may have to learn or have had to learn are learning to say ‘no’, learning to ‘filter’. You are creative and can be highly emotional when it comes to change. Try making decisions based on logic, not on emotions running high and fear of change.
This will support another goal for you; finish what you start, try to avoid doing things half-hearted because they are not in your comfort zone. Dig a little deeper into opportunities and people before you shy away for the sake of maintaining the old order.
South Node in Taurus in the Twelfth HouseYour South Node warns you about patters and habits you could get stuck in. You have a tendency to try and do everything yourself, your way. You may even have a hard time throwing possessions away, afraid you might need them someday. But the more you try to keep, the harder it becomes for you to hold onto it, and the less new things you can accept.
The fact that your South Node is in your Twelfth House, can but doesn’t have to suggest you are sensitive to means of escape such as addictions, isolation or withdrawal. You can suddenly back our or even develop addictions – though this sign does not indicate a strong sensitivity to addiction; simply the possibility of it due to your need for escapism.
Chiron in Aries in the Twelfth HouseChiron is the sign of the Wounded Healer. The Chiron may indicate something that has caused you hurt, but also something you can help others with.
Your Chiron in Aries shows a certain amount of insecurity about the self, a certain degree of self-pitty even and a tendency towards melancholy. You may not be at peace with yourself. You feel pain has been inflicted upon you, and you still bear the wounds rather than the scars. This can very well go hand in hand with the fact that somewhere maybe the world let you down – you lost faith in something or someone and it hurt you.
Of course this sounds rather generalized because don’t we all have moments when we can’t have peace with ourselves and when we were let down by the world or by someone? But this is different. For Chiron in Aries in the Twelfth House, the role of these events is much more dominant than with others. Where others may still feel it sometimes or think of it sometimes, with you it has etched a pattern into who you are. It’s become a part of you. A chronical infliction, maybe, that you still have not because with you the pain was worse than with others – but simply because it is in your character to hold on to these specific forms of pain.
If you learn to deal with this, or even if to some degree you don’t, you have the ability to make others feel great about themselves and who they are. Also, while you have lost faith in some things, you will be the one caught saying “things happen for a reason”. You are the kind of person to tell someone that the end of their relationship was for the better and they will find the right person eventually – but when it happens to you, you feel doomed and hopeless. You preach it, learn to practise it!
Part of Fortune in Gemini in the First HouseThe part of Fortune is your great potential, a goal you can achieve with the tools you have but only if you use them well.
You have the potential to live life with a “wow!” like nobody’s business. The beauty and wonders of the world are inside of you and with the right stimulation you can see them more easily than others, and you can draw strength from it. If you let this happen, you have the ability to overcome everything. You have courage – let it out, let that inspiration out. Don't let the overwhelming and scary things in the world stop you from growing.
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Chiron Opposition UranusYou may have felt a blockage when it comes to who you are; you have the strong urge to ‘just be yourself’, but you have been misjudged or misunderstood. This could imply having been a victim of bullying or other forms of social repression.
Mars Opposition North NodeYour actions and desires tend to be out of harmony with the standards of society. You have a talent for relativating trends and culture, but it can also make you a bit of an outsider.
Part of Fortune Square VenusYour Part of Fortune indicates that your lesson in this life is to learn to be free and dare and let go. This is blocked by your Venus, your Venus being in Virgo. As we discussed earlier, this makes you rather shy and you like to play it safe. It is not difficult to see how your Venus blocks your part of Fortune a little, but their square position on your birthchart imply that this is the main thing keeping you from becoming who you want to be and can be. You maybe overthink things when it comes to love, and are oversensitive, and this keeps you from living the best life you can.
Saturn Square JupiterThis is no surprise, as your Jupiter makes you confident, yet your Saturn makes you sensitive and insecure. Saturn square Jupiter implies a problem with self-awareness. This can indicate that you appear confident, know that you are good at whatever it is you do, but nonetheless simply don’t try – because you tell yourself you are not good enough, while you tell others you are not interested. This somewhat laid-back relativating attitude may seem very appealing to you yourself; you know you are good but you are modest, and you find your way around the chance to be rejected if you try to be succesful. Stop doing this – it is fear and laziness and it doesn’t help anyone.
Saturn Trine North NodeYour Saturn is influencing your North Node to a greater extent than other planets. This makes you a careful person, and you may be traditional or conservative in a way – you like to reach your dreams through somewhat beaten paths, through set institutions and steps. You are on your way up, but carefully and certainly not in a rulebreaking, eyecatching or headline making way and you want to avoid those things at all costs.
Mars Trine MidheavenMidheaven is how others perceive you, Mars has a strong influence on this. You know very well how others see you and are stable and ensured when it comes to that. Regardless of what is bubbling underneath the surface, you appear in a confident and steady way to others. You are seen as independent, but not as competitive. Your Mars (being in Taurus) is a very mellow one, while Mars has the potential of inspiring dominance or even agression. But your Taurus makes up for that entirely, and it shows – other people see you are a lover, not a fighter, and that you know that and don’t intend to change it.
Moon Trine NeptuneBoth the trine and sextile aspects of Neptune to the Moon are often found in the charts of artistic and creative people. You have a strong intuition, and art is part of how you approach and learn about life. You may look at life through art and you may live through art sometimes. This makes you a warm person, sometimes a dreamer. You have a strong interest or even sense of love for beauty that can be found in life and people.
Mars Sextile SaturnYou think before you act, have self discipline and patience. You do things thoroughly. You use your head before you get into things, not getting carried away by currents of promises, opinions or expectations. You respect authority, though your other signs may lesson this aspect of your personality since you still have that urge to make the world a better and more beautiful place.
Moon Sextile PlutoYou are stable and relatively optimistic, you love observing others; their motivations, personalities and different types of perceptions fascinate you. You are sensitive to others’ feelings.
Pluto Sextile NeptuneAn extremely interesting aspect. An aspect showing up in astrology at times of revolution or renewal in the world, associated with new ideas, sciences and societies. You may be very open minded, have a strong intuition and fit perfectly into the new Aquarius Era, where people become more sensitive to spirituality and social behaviour rather than the mass consumism going on right now.